i can sit here and type for hours how i’m feeling . .
but it wouldn’t make a difference . you obviously will never change ,
i know you’re probably thinking it’s about a guy and you’re correct
but not just any guy but my father . the man who abounded my mom
when she was 23 and pregnant . he left her with nothing but pain , misery and
a babygirl on the way ( me ) he claimed he did everything to find them . after 14 years he did , just a couple months before my 15th birthday . . but just as quick as he came in he left , a year later he came back . now i was the one who searched for him , finding out he had a family of his own . was i shocked ? no . was i mad ? no . was i hurt ? YES ! because being his first born i would have expected more of him , atleast to be accepted by his family , but NO . they didn’t have a single clue that i existed . me , being curious i searched for my step sister on facebook for hours ; finally finding her . i let her know who i was and what roll i played in their life . but i was shut down , he choose them over me . . never again did he bother to call after my confrontation with his daughter . so again , i’m left with nothing when all i wanted was his love to be “ daddys little girl ” but that title just isn’t for me . . mommies princess forever i’ll remain ♥
i just hope that when you’ve come to realize your mistake , it won’t be too late . .